After my post about how I’m handling my narcissistic mother’s disregard of my writing (at this link: http://wp.me/p2n5nv-HK ), a few people have asked how the event went. Well, she postponed our get together until this coming Wednesday, so obviously nothing happened. Unless getting together is canceled again, I’ll post an update sometime next Wednesday.
In a way, I’m glad for the reprieve. As the time drew near, my anxiety levels were getting bad. Mostly, I can keep a pretty good perspective, remembering she can’t hurt me. Then sometimes, the scared little girl in me comes to the surface, & I fear my mother’s anger, especially if there’s a chance of a full blown narcissistic rage. So, if you think of it, please pray for me to stay strong next week! Thank you!