My mother recently ended her silent treatment. She barely spoke to me for several months, & as usual, I don’t know why.
It was an interesting conversation to say the least. Among things she said, she asked me if my ex husband ever hit me & I said he did, once. She never asked how badly I was hurt, just said if she would’ve known she would’ve called a lawyer. (*sigh* She did know- she saw me all bruised immediately after it happened & made sure I knew she didn’t care in the least.) Then she said, “His family was really religious though, weren’t they?” I said no, his mother was. “So it was his father that was abusive!” Not really- more neglectful than anything & wasn’t there much since he was an over the road trucker. She went on to say no one should be abused, it’s not fair to abuse people, abusers are bad people & other drivel.
Later that night, I’d been thinking of this part of the conversation & wondering why she was trying to justify my ex’s actions. I couldn’t come up with an answer for that one. But, I do believe that she was saying he was a bad person to justify why she abused me so badly when I wanted to date him when we were teens. In her mind, if he was a bad person, she was right in doing the horrible things she did to me in an attempt to keep me away from him. She used to tell me back then that she was saving me from myself, & probably this could reassure her that it was true. I thought of this as a sort of retroactive justification for her crazy, abusive behavior
As my narcissistic parents have gotten older, I believe they are trying to cope with their abusive actions. Normal people would see the error of their ways, & apologize. They may even do something to try to make it up to their victim. Narcissists however, do nothing of the sort. They find alternate coping skills, because they refuse to accept the fact that they made mistakes or did cruel, hurtful things. While you hear plenty about their most common coping skills like projection, there are others you rarely, if ever, hear anything about.
Some of those lesser known dysfunctional coping skills are:
- Retroactive justification- like my mother just did regarding my ex husband’s abuse. Finding a reason why they were right to be abusive after the damage is done.
- Reinventing the past into something nice- things didn’t happen the way you remember, according to the narcissist. They happened in a much happier, more pleasant way. My mother loves to talk about what a great mother she has been to me.
- Denial- “That never happened!”
- Selective memories- Only remembering the pleasant things, never the bad. “I don’t remember that at all…”
- Creating excuses- “you made me do that!” “If you wouldn’t have done ____, then I wouldn’t have had to _____” “You were a very difficult child.”
- Making themselves the victim- “I tried to stop your mother from hurting you, but she wouldn’t stop.” “He’s so much stronger than me.. there was nothing I could do to stop him.” “It was so hard on me, what she did to you”
- Feigning incompetence- “I just didn’t know what to do.”
- Feigning ignorance when they knew what was happening- “I had no idea she was doing those things to you!”
- Constant chatter- Both of my parents are very talkative, but especially with me. They actually listen to others, but with me, it is pretty much non stop chatter & ignoring anything I say, especially my mother. I believe having an audience not only provides them with the coveted narcissistic supply, but also means I won’t have a chance to ask questions about why they did the things they did.
- Looking for comfort from you, the victim- my father is especially good at this one. When he finds out I’m experiencing a crisis, he wants me to reassure him that I’m ok & all will be fine. If anything comes up in conversation about abusive things my mother has done to me, it’s the same thing- he wants reassurance that I got through it ok. Twice I tried to tell him about me having C-PTSD, & twice he changed the subject.
- Money- my parents never were overly generous with money with me, but in the last few years, they have been very generous. I’ve never asked my parents for help, but they have volunteered it several times during tight times for me. I believe it’s to appease their guilt.
So how do you handle these incredibly frustrating coping skills? (And yes, you are going to have to figure this out, because narcissistic parents WILL force you to deal with them at some point.)
In my experience, I decided to let them have their coping skills rather than try to get them to face the truth. Nothing you can say or do will give them a “light bulb” moment. They’ll never say “You’re right! I never should’ve done that to you! It was wrong & I’m sorry.” So why try? It’ll only frustrate & hurt you. Instead, I’ve found it’s best for me to allow them to have their dysfunction. Besides, I know in my parents’ case, they aren’t very strong emotionally- I don’t know if they could handle facing the ugly truth about the awful things they’ve done.
While allowing them to use these coping skills, at the same time, I refuse to validate them. My parents have often wanted me to confirm their false beliefs, & I refuse to do so. I also refuse to acknowledge that they were incompetent, innocent, ignorant, had to do what they did, or the real victims. I may allow them to have those false beliefs, but I refuse to validate them & participate in the dysfunction.
When my parents want comfort from me about my problems, I flatly refuse to give it. I ignore them, or change the subject. If it gets too bad, I’ll say, “I’m the one with the problem. I can’t comfort you when I’m the one who’s got the problem & am trying to figure out what to do about it.” (notice I neglect to admit I’m hurting or any feelings- this is because if I said I felt badly, it’d feed their narcissism. They’d end up hurting me even more. Never ever admit your feelings to a narcissist!)
As far as the incessant chatter, I’m not very talkative anyway, so it works for me not to have to create conversation. Besides, sometimes they do have very interesting things to say. Like most narcissists, my parents are very intelligent. Their conversations at time can be quite interesting. My father knows a great deal about WWII & the War Between The States. He also was a drag racer in the 50’s-60’s. My mother knows quite a bit about varied topics, & enjoys crafts. I enjoy crafts too, so we can have some good chats about crafts we like. It can be a good thing when you can just sit back & let them do the talking, because you don’t have to try to come up with topics that won’t start an argument.
Even knowing how to handle these dysfunctional behaviors, I still come away hurt or angry sometimes. My mother discussing the time my ex hit me made me physically ill for that entire day & the next, plus triggered a flashback. But, the good thing is this sort of thing is a rarity. Understanding their coping skills & finding ways to cope with them means this sort of thing isn’t the norm anymore. I no longer leave every conversation with my parents feeling devastated. In fact, understanding these things mean I usually only feel a bit frustrated or sad that things aren’t better. That is a thousand times better than feeling devastated or physically ill each time!
This really is about the best you can hope for when dealing with narcissistic parents. Probably this is partly why so many people think no contact is the only answer. While it is in many cases, sometimes no contact is impossible or not the desired result. My prayer is information like this will help those of you still in relationship with your narcissistic parents.
6 responses to “Retroactive Justification & Other Dysfunctional Coping Skills Of Narcissists.”
I can associate with many of the dysfunctional coping skills you have mentioned. The ones that re-occur often are denial, selective memories and feigning ignorance. My mother re-creates and lies about not only the past but the recent past as well.
Just recently on a visit to the aged care facility my mother is living in a conversation came up about one of her old friends. This particular friend was a narcissist to her own 2 boys and a bully to most people she met. As a child she tormented me relentlessly because I was thin (interesting as she was short, fat, ugly & dumb) and said horrible things to me which my mother would laugh at but never reprimanded her or stuck up for me.
When I got older and wiser on how to talk back to this nasty lady I used to answer her back with intelligent answers that she had no idea how to deal with as she was in fact a very stupid. As a result she stopped trying to bully me and avoided me like the plague whenever she visited our house. Years later when she died my mother asked me to drive her to the funeral and I refused. I told her that I was not a hypocrit and would not acknowledge this horrible person by going to her funeral and being sad she was dead because that was the total opposite of how I felt.
So back to my original premise. My mother brought up this lady in conversation and had all these so called “fond memories” of how “wonderful” this person was. So I said to mum that her memories were totally wrong and that the lady was a bully and not liked by anyone. She was horrible to me and I asked why mum never stood up for me.
What did mum say you ask? Absolutely nothing!!! She changed the subject to the food at the residential aged care facility that she thought was not as nice because they had a new chef!!! Go figure that one. Total denial, selective memory, feigning ignorance all rolled into one.
The up side of this story is that after reading your many helpful blogs about narcissists I can understand better what has happened to me in the past. It doesn’t make what happened acceptable or in anyway right but I can cope without getting so hurt. Thanks again Cynthia. Regards, Margaret
Margaret, I’m so sorry. That is so horrible of your mother! Yet so typical too when it comes to narcissists. They just do NOT care about anyone but themselves. It’s sad they have been so hurt they turned out this way & don’t even recognize it as a problem.
I’m glad this blog is helping you, Sweetie! Sending you hugs! ❤
Thanks for the hugs Cynthia and ditto back to you. Regards, Margaret
Thank you! Hope you have a wonderful weekend. 🙂
Hey, just floating around reading some of your older stuff. Sorry if I blow up your notifications! 😁
LOL No problem! 😁