Narcissists know how to push every button you have & many you weren’t even aware of having. They do this in order to provoke an emotional reaction from you. Whether you’re angry or hurting, your reaction makes them feel powerful, which in turn provides narcissistic supply, & makes them feel good. That is why they often act much like a machine gun with their cruelty- quickly pumping out verbally abusive comments one right after another. The more they can hurt or anger you, the better they feel. When you have pretty much fallen apart, they are deliriously happy.
If you want to put a stop to this behavior, join the club! We all do. There isn’t any way I know of to stop it entirely. But, there are some ways to slow this down. One very effective way is to learn to respond, not react.
Reaction is done immediately, often without thinking. If a doctor uses that little hammer & taps your knee is a certain spot, your reaction is for your leg to kick. That is the type of response narcissists want from you- immediate anger or hurt without thinking as soon as they have said or done something hateful.
Responding however is different. It’s slower & more deliberate. You take time to think, possibly even putting your emotions aside before you give any sort of response. This is not what narcissists want, & that, Dear Reader is a good thing!
The more you react emotionally to a narcissist, the more buttons they will push to get you to react more. It’s a vicious cycle. However, the less reaction you give them, the less interest they will have in hurting you.
Responding can seem impossible to do at first, but it really does get easier & easier with practice. The best way I personally learned to do this is a technique common to caregivers of those with Alzheimer’s or other types of dementia. When something is said or done, stop for a second. Take a deep breath in & out, then speak. That brief moment of the deep breath helps you to think, & also to remind yourself why you must stay calm & focused. Plus the deep breath relaxes you. This technique enables you to stay calm & focused in the face of sheer madness.
I urge you to give this a try the next time you must deal with the narcissist in your life. It really does help you. I have done this when speaking with my narcissistic father. Now that he has Alzheimer’s, the narcissism has gotten worse than ever. I don’t feel right about being too harsh with him since it’s the Alzheimer’s making it worse rather than him deliberately trying harder to get attention or hurt me. (Dementia & Alzheimer’s can make someone with NPD act worse) But, at the same time, I need to protect myself. Stopping long enough to take in & release that deep breath helps me to maintain my composure & give a decent response rather than an angry reaction. It may help you as well! Try it- what do you have to lose?