During the course of healing from narcissistic abuse, you may want to confront your narcissistic parent. You may want to let her have it, to tell her she’s abusive & evil, to tell her although she tried, she didn’t destroy you & many other things. In your fantasy of doing this, she breaks & apologizes for all of the hurt she has caused you. She says she wants to change, & to make it up to you for all of the damage she has done.
Unfortunately this is a very unrealistic expectation.
Narcissists don’t admit to any wrong doing on their part. They often do one of three things- either blame the victim for making them do what they did, say it happened an entirely different way or deny it ever happened in the first place. As a result, often confronting the narcissist is more damaging to the victim than if they don’t confront.
Confrontation is certainly your choice. You have every right to call out an abuser on her abusive behavior. However, you need to have realistic expectations on how the situation may happen for it to be a healthy choice for you.
If you confront your narcissistic parent, will it help you to get it all out to her? Will it help you to call her out on what she has done even if she denies it or blames you? If so, then confrontation is a good option for you.
However, if you expect that your narcissistic mother will suddenly have a moment of lucidity, then accept full responsibility for her actions, genuinely repenting of what she has done, you are setting yourself up for serious disappointment. In fact, that disappointment may be devastating for you.
Probably around 10 years ago, my father went through a phase of complaining even more than usual about his & my mother’s marriage to me. I hate that! That is emotional incest & abusive! I don’t want or need to know about their marriage problems, yet both of my parents have dumped them on me my entire life. One day when I saw him alone, I finally decided enough was enough. I was tired of changing the subject to get him to stop complaining. I had to tell him that he was hurting me, & it needed to stop. So I did. I told him those words- “It hurts me when you complain to me about your marriage & about Mom. Please stop it. Find someone else to talk to.” He responded by saying, “Oh ok.. but just this one more thing…” He went on to complain about her for 45 more minutes until he left my home! (Yes, I timed it! I was curious how long it’d go on.) I ended up even more hurt than I was originally, because at this point, he knew he was hurting me yet did what hurt me anyway.
When considering confronting your narcissistic parent, please consider it long & hard. Pray about it too, & ask God to show you what you should do & if you should confront, how you should do it. I would hate to see you hurt, Dear Reader, so please do those things before you confront your narcissistic parent! xoxo