Have you read this??
If not, I’ll summarize this for you- a couple of evangelists say that you can pray away PTSD, & if you live life God’s way, you won’t get PTSD in the first place. I’m sure this kind of thinking can induce a LOT of guilt & shame for many Christians who suffer with PTSD, C-PTSD or other mental illness. I know I have certainly felt something was wrong with me for having C-PTSD. I’m a Christian- why do I still suffer because of things done to me so long ago? When I was born again, didn’t I become a new creature in Christ, according to 2 Corinthians 5:17? Didn’t I have enough faith? Does this mean I’m really NOT born again like I thought I was??
While I firmly believe that God can & does deliver some people supernaturally from mental illness, I think the majority of people have to walk things out. A supernatural deliverance is great, but it doesn’t teach you much. Living through your experiences, however, will teach you plenty! If you battle depression, you may need to learn new ways to think, focusing on more positive things, & to cope when troubles come your way, such as leaning more on God than yourself to fix problems. If you battle anxiety, you may need to learn to lean on God & go to Him more often. These are things that can’t be learned through a deliverance. Also, let’s not forget the apostle Paul. God didn’t remove his “thorn in the flesh” (2 Corinthians 12:7). Even that great man of God had something to deal with that he would rather not have had. Sometimes God would rather walk with us through a dark place than let us live in the sunny, happy places all of the time.
I also believe that having C-PTSD or PTSD doesn’t mean you aren’t a Christian. I have been a Christian since 1996, & my C-PTSD didn’t develop fully until 2012. It wasn’t because I was distant from God at that time. It was because a lot of damage has been done to me in my life. I have forgiven my abusers, but even that didn’t heal the damage. I think of it like this- if someone drops a gallon of paint on your foot, you can forgive them the moment it happens. But, you’ll still have a broken foot to deal with, no matter what your religious views are. That is what C-PTSD is like.
There is absolutely nothing wrong with asking God to heal you of your mental illness. However, He may have plans to use it to bless others & even you, so you may not be delivered. As much as I dislike living with the forgetfulness, nightmares, flashbacks, anxiety, depression & agoraphobia, sometimes I count C-PTSD as a blessing, because it has enabled me to help others who live with it, or who survived narcissistic abuse as I have. There is no greater feeling than helping others!