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One thing I wondered about narcissists & their flying monkeys for a long time was why do they act the way they do? I know there’s no “one size fits all” answer to that question of course, but there had to be something that explained why these people all act so similarly. I’ve met people with narcissistic parents or exes who live in different countries, are of different financial backgrounds, have different religious beliefs (or none at all) & are of different races, yet in spite of all the differences, there are so many similarities. I found that utterly baffling. I believed it must be a sign narcissism is demonic in nature, but I wasn’t sure exactly how.
Then one day in October, 2017 when my father was dying, God showed me something very interesting. As I’ve shared before, at the time of his death, I hadn’t spoken to my parents in some time. My family couldn’t handle me continuing to remain no contact as my father was dying, & they harassed me via email, text, social media messages & telephone daily in an attempt to bully me into seeing him in the hospital. They were exceptionally cruel & devoted flying monkeys. One day shortly before he died, the situation got to me. I was angry. I was also crying & talking to God about everything that was going on. One thing I said was, “Why do things have to be like this? Why is my family so cruel?” He said, “Some people have made some very bad decisions.” Then, He showed me one reason for some of the actions of narcissists & their flying monkeys.
God showed me a vision of a person standing directly centered in front of a revolving door much like this one…
Inside that tube where the door stands was God on one side, & on the exact opposite side, Satan. Every decision the person made would open the door towards one a bit more, while simultaneously closing the door to the other a bit more. Eventually, either God was completely exposed while Satan was closed off & unable to reach the person, or Satan was free while God was closed off.
The latter is what happens when a person makes very bad decisions, which narcissists do daily & have done for a long time. They continually choose selfish, abusive, entitled, narcissistic behavior over Godly behavior. That means that they close the door to God more & more with each bad choice, & they open that door to Satan, giving him more access to their lives than God has. That makes it easy for them to do the terrible things they do – Satan helps them do such things. He deludes them into thinking their behavior is absolutely fine, even justified in many cases. Such thinking eventually can drown out the voice of the Holy Spirit. Maybe you have heard the term a seared conscience? I believe this is what happens when a person ignores the Holy Spirit & normal guilty feelings every human feels. They ignore these things so much, that nothing or almost nothing they do can make them feel badly. It’s as if their conscience becomes atrophied from lack of use.
There is another important point of all of this that you need to know. By sharing all of this, I’m not saying that narcissists have no control over their actions, or “the devil made them do it” so they had no choice in their behavior. They do still have a choice. Clearly, even under an evil influence, they still know right from wrong. If they didn’t, they wouldn’t work so hard to hide their actions from people they want to impress. If they have the ability to choose to hide their actions from certain people, they have the ability to choose to do what’s right. Unfortunately, I think doing bad things is just easier for them, & that gets them what they want, so that is why they opt not to do what’s right in spite of knowing better.
Years ago, prior to learning about narcissism, I had a friend who counseled people at her church. She told me how she believed many people were stuck emotionally at the age they were when they experienced deep trauma. This makes a great deal of sense to me, especially knowing what I do now about Narcissistic Personality Disorder.
Looking at some of the narcissists I’ve known in my life, they were abused, neglected or both in their childhood, or faced something very traumatic such as a life threatening injury. My father, for example, nearly died at only fifteen from a traumatic brain injury, thanks to some drunk driver hitting his car head on. Although he was a mature adult in ways such as keeping a full time job, maintaining & repairing his own car & home, in some ways, his behavior was very immature. He seemed to think he should have whatever he wanted, just because he wanted it. That is entitlement but it’s also a very immature behavior.
My late mother in-law grew up in an extremely dysfunctional environment. At 15, she got pregnant & married my father in-law. By all accounts, their marriage was not a happy one for many years. Her behavior was quite immature, & often reminded me of a teenager. Like my father, she seemed to think she should have what she wanted simply because she wanted it.
Obviously, not everyone who has experienced trauma, abuse or neglect in their childhood is like this. However it seems to me that many narcissists are. So many act very immature, & if you look at their lives, many also had some sort of trauma in their childhood.
I’m not telling you this to excuse the abusive behavior of narcissists, of course. There is no valid excuse for abuse! However, understanding them can help you a great deal. It can help you not to be as hurt or angered by their abuse because you see it’s something wrong with them. (This information is always a good reminder since they love gaslighting so much.) It enables you to predict their behavior so you can protect yourself. It also can help you to remember that basically, you’re dealing with a bratty child in an adult’s body & deal with them accordingly.
No doubt you have heard about passive/aggressive behavior, but do you know what it is? You need to know, because many narcissists behave in this way.
Passive/aggressive behavior is very sneaky. It makes you wonder if the person acting that way is mad at you or not. The worst part may be that when you confront the passive/aggressive person, they have a plausible sounding explanation for their behavior. This makes you doubt your perception of the situation. Plausible deniability is always a part of passive/aggression, as is the desire to punish another person.
Passive/aggressive behavior is deliberately inefficient, quiet in that the person refuses to discuss their needs & avoids responsibility. Some examples of it are….
Not doing things well. A passive/aggressive spouse may put the laundry in the washer but fail to put them in the dryer for hours claiming he thought you would do that. Or, she may leave your car with virtually no gas in it after using it after you argue. Usually whatever is done poorly is something that has happened countless times before, & rather than argue about it, you just fix the problem quietly.
Running late. Some people are always running behind due to poor time management skills, being forgetful or another reasonable excuse. Passive/aggressive people, however, are not that way. If they have a punctual partner, you can guarantee that they will run late periodically solely for the purpose of irritating that partner. They may say they forgot that special event was in an hour, so they will take their time getting ready & you end up leaving two minutes before the event is due to start.
The silent treatment. Passive/aggressive people love the silent treatment. Rather than saying,, “I was upset when you did something.. can we work it out?” they simply stop talking to you. If you try to ask what is wrong, they refuse to admit anything is wrong or get angry at you for not knowing what is wrong. The silent treatment is designed to make you come crawling to the person & work hard to gain their forgiveness. Don’t fall for it!
Backhanded complements. We’ve all heard these at some point. Passive/aggressive people use them often. Comments like, “Nice hair cut. It really helps hide all that gray hair.” or, “I used to have an outfit just like that! I stopped wearing it after high school though.” are just two examples of backhanded complements. If a passive/aggressive person says such a comment to you, chances are he or she feels threatened by you in some way. Maybe that person thinks you look more attractive than they do, you’re smarter or more talented. Sometimes backhanded complements can be hard to spot, so just notice how you feel when someone gives you a complement. Genuine complements leave you wanting to thank the person & feeling good. Backhanded complements leave you feeling offended & even confused wondering what the person who said it meant by their words.
Fake concern. Closely related to the backhanded complements are the fake concern comments. When a passive/aggressive persons says, “I don’t mean to sound judgmental/insensitive, but…” you can guarantee the next words out of that person’s mouth will be judgmental &/or insensitive. This is their way of saying nasty things to you while appearing to be helpful. If you say anything about how judgmental or insensitive the person is at this point, you are going to look like a jerk to anyone who doesn’t realize what is happening. That is a bonus for a passive/aggressive person- making you look bad on top of insulting you.
Destruction & sabotage. Sometimes passive/aggressive people will “accidentally” destroy something important to you when they’re upset with you. That could be something like “accidentally” spilling red wine on your favorite white shirt or a coworker “forgetting” to tell you that the project you’ve been working hard on is no longer due next week, but in two days.
So, how can a person deal with the obnoxious passive/aggressive behavior? First, be aware of it. Learn what you can about recognizing the signs.
Second, set & enforce good boundaries. If your friend is always late, stop waiting on her. Meet her at the restaurant & order without her. Or, stop hanging out with her at all.
Third, never forget to stay calm at all times. Pretend not to be flustered by their actions. If you show that you are upset, they will do it again & again.
Forth, never forget to pray. God will help you to identify & deal with this awful behavior in the most effective ways possible. All you have to do is ask Him to.
Anyone familiar with someone with Narcissistic Personality Disorder knows there is definitely something wrong with that person. NPD fits very well, although not perfectly. The term “disorder” can be rather unsettling. Disorder implies something is beyond someone’s control, & we all have seen narcissists change from devil incarnate to sweetheart in a flash, when the person they want to impress comes into their presence. Often, “disorder” doesn’t feel like the right description because of that behavior. It seems like something else is amiss with that person, but what?
I firmly believe there is a demonic element to NPD. I’m not one to blame Satan & his demons for any little thing bad that happens, but I do believe they are at work on the Earth. Granted, I haven’t read anywhere to confirm what I believe about narcissists being possessed or influenced by demons, so I can’t offer concrete evidence. All I can offer is some things that have crossed my mind about this topic.
There are evil spirits at work in the world..
- 1 John 4:1 “1 Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.”
- John 10:10 “The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have [it] more abundantly.”
- Revelation 12:9 “And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.”
Evil spirits are here to “steal, kill & destroy” according to what Jesus said in John 10:10. Isn’t that what narcissists do? They steal, kill & destroy your mental health, also physical sometimes. They also deceive (Revelation 12:9) & speak lies (like the false prophets in 1 John 4:1)
Narcissists also share many very similar characteristics & means of behavior. Even narcissists who have never met from different countries, of different races, religious beliefs, cultures, financial statuses, etc. often act very much alike. How can that be explained other than demons influencing them?
And, many victims of angry narcissists have witnessed the identical physical change during a narcissistic rage – the narcissist’s eyes turning jet black. I don’t mean their pupils dilated so their eyes looked black – I mean literally their eyes changed color from blue, green, hazel or brown to jet black. Most people’s eyes never change color, no matter their mood, but many narcissist’s eyes will.
The behavior of narcissism also goes exactly in the opposite direction of the way God wants us to behave. That points directly to Satan if you ask me.
Not being an expert in the field of demons, I can’t provide expert advice on this aspect of NPD. However, I do believe it’s good to ask God for wisdom on how to handle the narcissist in your life. I also think it’s a good idea to ask God to protect you, your family, your property, etc. from the narcissist & any evil spirits. It also is a good idea to pray for the narcissist, as hard as that may be, so that she may come to know God.
Narcissists deal with conflict in odd ways.
Many narcissists proudly claim they are neutral in the situation even in extreme situations. If their adult child is going through a break up or divorce, for example, they stay on friendly terms with the ex even when there aren’t grandchildren involved or any other reason to stay in relationship with that person. Even if he beat his wife or she cheated on him, the narcissistic parents stay friendly with the ex, not caring that this hurts their child or the child’s new spouse. In fact, they may sing the praises of the ex to the new spouse. Been there with my late mother in-law & sisters in-law, in fact. The mother in-law told me not long after we got married how disappointed she was my husband married me instead of an old girlfriend. His sisters loved to mention this lady to me frequently & kept my husband current on what happened in her life for years after we were married. (I’m not sure if they still do that or not- after me getting mad about the last time (we’d been together for 12 years at that point, married for 10), my husband probably wouldn’t tell me if they did.).
If they are a witness to a conflict, many narcissists avoid getting involved. If someone is being hurt physically or mentally, it’s not their problem as far as they are concerned. That conflict is between those two people, period, so they ignore it. Many won’t even simply call 911 upon witnessing a crime. I heard a story once about a lady who was killed outside of her apartment building in the 1950s’s. 38 people claimed to have heard her screaming for help, some even saw the attack from their apartment windows, but only 2 called the police. Every other person said they didn’t want to get involved, even though they knew this lady was in danger.
Other narcissists are afraid if they get involved, someone will end up angry with them, so they stay out of the conflict. For example, my mother once told me of seeing the husband of a friend of hers & my father’s with another woman. I asked if she told the woman, & she said “Oh no! I couldn’t do that! They might get mad at me.” (Seriously?! If that was my husband, I’d want to know & would NOT be angry with the person who told me- my anger would be reserved for my husband at that point. Pretty sure this is how almost anyone would feel in this position!) She asked if I’d tell if I was in her position & I said absolutely I would. It’d be hard, but this lady has a right to know so she can figure out what to do about this. My mother looked at me like a deer in the headlights. She clearly had no concept of what I was saying.
Sometimes narcissists will get involved, trying to rescue the victim, in a limited capacity, if they think it will make them look good. In junior high school, a girl threatened to beat me up. I’m not sure why. I was afraid, but after growing up with my mother, had learned that if you don’t stand up to a bully, they’ll run right over you. Backing down wasn’t an option in my mind. I told my mother about this girl. The next day, my mother went to the principle. During class, the girl yelled at me for telling on her, but at least she left me alone. (A good thing- she was a lot bigger than me!) To this day, my mother tells how she saved me from getting beaten up. According to her, I wanted to stay home to avoid that girl, but she wouldn’t let me. She made me face my fears & she talked to the principle, & if it wasn’t for her, I would’ve been beaten up. As usual, her version was very different than reality.
People who don’t have Narcissistic Personality Disorder but have some narcissistic tendencies also may behave this way. Perhaps they grew up with at least one narcissistic parent, so they learned that this is how you are supposed to act. My husband told me years ago that his mother & I not getting along was not his problem, it was all mine. I needed to deal with it & leave him out of it. Interestingly, his father’s mother never liked his wife, & his father never did anything about that. My husband learned by example of his narcissistic parents.
In any case, the narcissist responds in the passive/aggressive the way they do for one reason only- themselves. As with everything else, the situation comes back to them. They’re all that matters to themselves, period. Will they look good if they rescue someone? Can they get involved & people will still like them? Or, will they look better not getting involved? After all, what if someone got mad at them? GASP!! The horrors!!
Being aware of this behavior in narcissists will help you not to expect help from them in the way a normal, healthy person would give it. Also you’ll know they may completely ignore your crisis entirely. When that happens, you can chalk it up to typical narcissistic behavior.