Being the scapegoat in a narcissistic family is an incredibly difficult & painful role.
Naturally it starts with the abuse from a narcissistic parent, usually an overt one. This parent is quick with a cruel word, invalidation, mocking or even fury. This parent may even say they treat their child as they do out of love or they blame their child for making them treat the child as they do.
The other parent is often a covert narcissist. Compared to the raging, screaming & berating of the overt narcissistic parent, the covert narcissistic parent seems safe & possibly even loving. Eventually though, that mask slips. It usually happens as the child is growing up & starting to want some independence. Covert narcissistic parents also often confide in their children about very inappropriate topics, such as their marital problems. Overts do this too, but coverts seem to do it more often. That parent may tell that child that they need protection from the overt narcissistic parent rather than protecting their child, as a functional parent would do.
Eventually, this child realizes something is wrong with their parents’ behavior. Maybe they learn about Narcissistic Personality Disorder or maybe not yet. Either way, the child starts to set boundaries with their parents for the first time in their life. This is where the real trouble often begins.
Aside from the obvious horrors of the abuse from their narcissistic parents, they suddenly are faced with even more horrors. Many reach out to other family members for help, & rather than get the help they need, are shunned, mocked, called awful names like liars, spoiled brats, drama queens or kings, ungrateful & more. Those who the child expects to help & support them often end up betraying that child & adding more pain.
When narcissistic parents find out their child has revealed the kind of parent they are, they usually release some sort of smear campaign. Some insult their child, others accuse their child of being mentally ill or addicted to drugs. Some opt to do the same but from a position of looking concerned. They may say things like, “I’m worried about her. She hasn’t been the same since she started hanging around with that guy. I think he’s making her say these things about me, or maybe she’s on drugs!” This is even worse, because it makes the child look bad while making the parent appear loving & concerned. Either way, this child loses loved ones & feels completely alone.
The life of a scapegoat is incredibly hard! Yet even so, there is hope!
After surviving such horrors, a person develops the ability to handle stress well. Compared to narcissistic abuse, most crises seem pretty tame.
After losing friends & family who believe a narcissistic parent’s lies, a person becomes very independent & self-reliant. In this situation when you are left alone, you can learn you have skills & abilities that you never realized you had.
Losing people in one’s life often makes people turn to God, & that is never a bad thing! That is the one relationship that will never disappoint or hurt you. He also can help you to heal from all the damage done by the abusive people in your life. And, as an added bonus, He can guide the right people into your life.
If you’re the scapegoat in your narcissistic family, if you recently have been abandoned by foolish people who chose to side with your parents rather than help or support you, then please know it will get better! You will find new, good, loving people who would never treat you as badly as your family has & who will love you unconditionally. You will survive this pain & heal. One day you will look back at all that has happened in your role as your family’s scapegoat & be shocked at how much happier & healthier you are without these people in your life.